Have you ever been through something in life and thought 'why did that happen?', 'why me?', 'why now?'. If you haven't asked yourselves that question then good for you! Stuff happens for a reason, reasons that you don't know the answers behind but everything is like a roller coaster. You'll be up, down, in circles, upside down, right side up and you'll be waiting with every nerve in your body alert just waiting to see what happens next. The only time your calm is when the ride comes to an end but then you just get right back on another roller coaster. The moment that roller coaster starts your waiting for, no your expecting it as your climbing to the top then BAM! you start falling, going in circles, your all over the place. Well life's like that if you haven't noticed that, some handle it better than others because they've been on that 'ride' before and they expect everything that's going to happen but others haven't been through it yet so they feel the rush of adrenalin as they slowly creep up to the top then BANG! they're falling...
Moving around really took a toll on my life, I'm kind of like the teenage gypsy. Don't stay in one house for long, end up moving after a year or so. I don't mind it though, I get to meet so many new people that have the most interesting personalities and because no ones the same I have a verity of friends. They range from different races, to rich people, to poor people, to older people and also to younger kids as well. Of course I have friends my age but that's not the point, the point is I'm the type of person that can get along with just about anyone until I got to High School and boy is it tough. Freshman year I moved to a new state and it was hard because I didn't know anyone, had to make friends the first day so I'd have someone to sit with at lunch but everyone it seemed I tried to be friends with gave me the cold shoulder. I found some that day though lucky for me but it was a hard year. I tried to fit in at first but after a little bit I decided fitting in was for people that were afraid to stand out. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST is what I live by now.
I'm an ordinary girl, been on plenty of rides in my short existence but I always seem so find my way to the top. Let me tell you something High School is like a jungle when you first arrive, everyone's so intimidating and girls can be so viscous. Viscous girls are everywhere you go, they're part of that roller coaster you go on which is kind of scary if you think about it but what the heck its your life and they have no say on where you go or what you do they always try to knock you down but don't be afraid to go back up to the top because it's your right to be there and don't let them push you down because they'll always want to do that.
Don't sit there and wonder what life is gonna do next or wonder what if I did something different because there's always a reason it happened that way. Life is to enjoy! Get out there and don't be afraid unless it's something incredibly stupid like wrestling a bear! I mean come on! You'll get hurt and you'll probably die end of story. Just live your life...teenage gypsy outtt
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